Welcome to Addi’s Journey

Welcome to Addi’s Journey

ADDI’S JOURNEY

Welcome to Addi’s Journey blog page.  Addi is a beautiful 2 year old little girl that was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma Stage 4 High Risk Cancer on August 19, 2018.  This blog is about a little girl and her families journey through this horrific journey that so many other families are facing each day.

I started Addi’s Journey Facebook page after Addi’s diagnosis to update family and friends in one post.  It was so overwhelming trying to update everyone so I started the page and told my family to check the page for updates because I was completely overwhelmed with everything and couldn’t call or text so many people.  Little did I know that so many people would fall in love with Addi and start following her journey.  It has been an absolute blessing to have so many people all over the world praying for Addi.  We are so grateful for EVERY prayer that has been said on her behalf.

We have many of our family and friends that are not on Facebook (Really?  I know, right!) and asked if there was another way I could post updates for those who are not on social media so here we are.  Not only will this give other family members or anyone else who would like to follow a way to follow, get updates and pictures in one place but to also be an outlet for this LaLa.  I will post what I post on Facebook here but will also post a few extra blog posts here just because it is an easier way to post longer posts.  I have been told by other cancer family members that writing and blogging is very therapeutic so we will see.  There are certain private aspects of our lives that I just won’t divulge on a public platform so what I share is what we want others to know.

Now….I am Leanne aka LaLa…I am Addi’s aunt (Addi is my brothers daughter) and she lives with me, my husband Warren aka WaWa and my 21 year old daughter Alexis aka Texas.  Warren and I have 5 children ranging in ages 21-32….Amy (dates Jack), Emily (married to Jordan), Austin (married to Marlee), Alexis (dating Will) and youngest Seth (dating Grace). You will hear these name a good bit in my posts along with Greg who is Dada, Memaw and Pop (my mom and dad), Nan and Pop (Warren’s parents).  I was about to post all of the aunts, uncles and cousins that are very close to Addi but realized wow there are a lot of us.  I will explain their relationship as we go along.  Addi is a very loved little girl and you will see that through the many photos I will post of her with various family members and friends.

How Addi was diagnosed:

On August 18 Addi was a happy, healthy and active little girl with NO health issues.  She had her 2 year check up just a few weeks before her diagnosis and was a picture of health.  I often told others that she had an immune system of steel and was rarely ever sick.  On August 19, that changed when Addi woke me up around 7 am screaming and crying.  I instantly knew something was wrong because she always woke up happy.  When I picked her up, she was burning up with a fever.  I laid her down to change her diaper and when I touched her right side she screamed out in pain.  My husband who is a paramedic thought she may have appendicitis with the symptoms she was having.  Our local hospital has no pediatric floor so thinking she may need surgery we rushed her to Scottish Rite hospital in Atlanta which is a 1-1/2 hour drive from our home.

Scottish Rite doctor was thinking the same thing we did so he ordered a CT of her abdomen along with other tests to confirm appendicitis.  After a few hours he came into her room, sat down and told us the devastating news….Addi does not have appendicitis but she does have a very large tumor on her left side on the kidney and adrenal gland and needed to be admitted right away to begin the task of finding out what kind, what grade, etc.  He did tell us it looked to be cancer because of how it illuminated on the CT.  My head started whirling and I just began to cry.  How could this be? Addi is a picture of health!  I felt like I was living someone else’s nightmare.  My husband being the medical professional started asking the questions…..why would she be having pain on the right side if the tumor is on the left side?  There was really no logical explanation except maybe it was deferred pain.  Well…..not the case.  About 45 minutes after Addi was diagnosed she began breaking out into a rash on her right side.  It started out small and at first they thought she had a reaction to the gel they used to do an ultrasound but before the end of the day she had a full blown case of severe Cellulitis.  How?  We have no idea!  The cellulitis caused Addi excrutiating pain and was put on antibiotics and morphine right away.

Telling my parents and family was one of the hardest things to do.  We had lost my sister at the age of 28 years old very tragically just 4 years earlier so to hear this news and to think we could lose Addi too was almost too much to bear.  We are a family of faith but even the strongest faith can be shaken and tested at times like this.  Your mind just instantly goes to the worse case scenario and you really have to pray hard and trust Gods ultimate plan and purpose.

The MIRACLE OF THIS ALL…..The next day Addi had to be sedated to run more tests.  The doctor that sedated her looked and me and Warren and told us something I will never forget…..”You understand that if you had not gotten here when you did, if Addi had broken out in that rash before she got to the hospital, if you had waited just one hour longer to bring her here and that rash had appeared before getting to the hospital, they would have diagnosed her with cellulitis, sent her home and you would have never found this cancer until it was possibly too late!”  WOW!  We really had not thought about what a miracle it was how the cancer was found until that moment.  The pain she was experiencing had nothing to do with the tumor and the cancer was found completely by accident.  She never had ant symptoms related to the cancer.  I don’t believe in accidents.  God is in complete control and got Addi right where she needed to be at exactly the right time she needed to be there!As much as I hated that Addi was in pain, I am so thankful how it all happened so that the cancer was found.

The next week was full of tests, biopsies, scans and getting rid of the nasty cellulitis.  Then we got the full results and it was not at all what he had hoped for.  Addi was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma Stage 4 High Risk cancer that not only was on the kidney and adrenal gland but it had metastasized to her skull, arms, hips and a small spot on her lungs.  We met with her team of doctors and discussed her long treatment plan of 18-24 months.  She would start with chemotherapy, surgery to remove tumor then she would have two stem cel transplants followed by radiation and immunotherapy.  Chemo began on August 30.

So this is how this journey all started.  A journey that has changed our lives completely!  Addi is a strong little girl and is fighting hard.  Cancer can’t have her and we will fight until she is cancer free!!  More to come in next blog! Please feel free to subscribe and share.   Thank you for following Addi’s Journey and praying for her!!

“But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds, declares the LORD” ~ 
Jeremiah 30:17


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80 thoughts on “Welcome to Addi’s Journey

  1. i pray for sweet Addi❤ God works in mysterious ways….this breaks my heart as we also have a 2 yr old Annsie( for short).GOD BLESS!

  2. Thank you for starting this blog. I love Addi and have been following her journey for quite a while now, but I could not figure out the family dynamics. Nor did I know how you learned she had cancer. She is a special little gift from God and her journey is glorifying Him. So many lives have already been touched through this and now with your blog added to reach others, God will bless many others with her journey.

  3. Following her journey on FB, I have fallen completely in love with this beautiful little warrior. Praying non stop for miraculous and complete healing.

  4. I thank you each and every day for sharing Addi's Journey with us. I have come to love this little princess and her family. I love your devotion to her. Love, hugs and prayers to you all. My granddaughter turned 2 the end of July. She is healthy and with your story, I have come to be thankful for her health. There are so many times I wish I could just reach out and make all of Addi's cancer go away.

  5. I have been following Addi's journey on FB, and will continue to follow here. God is with us on every journey we go through, but to read how this tumor was found accidentally is mind boggling. God is good and He is faithful. I pray for all of you as you are loving and caring for this beautiful child.

  6. Keeping sweet Addi in my prayers. She is a beautiful little girl with a heart full love. I 💗 seeing her smile, it brightens up my day.
    Keep fighting Addi you've got this 🐦

  7. How is it possible for one little girl that you've never met, to come to mean so much to you? Addi is a beautiful little girl and very lucky to have a strong, loving family around her. Prayers of strength, healing, and peace from my family to yours.

  8. Thank you for sharing your precious babys story with all of us that have grown to love her so much. I pray for daily ,I know what the chemo is like first hand but for this child it can only be worse. I know with the faith you all have our great God will bring you through .God is so good.

  9. Prayer warriors in Texas lift up Addi and your family every day! ! Thank you for allowing us to join the many others who pray for you and Addi! We storm the gates of heaven every day with your names on our lips and in our hearts!

  10. I have been following Addi's Journey from the beginning. I prayer for Addi and her family every day. Brighton, Colorado

  11. I have been following Addi’s journey from the beginning. I’m glad you are doing this blog and we now know how all this started. We all know there are no coincidences when it comes to God. My husband had a weird symptom twice……shortness of breath that took us to the Emergency room. Both times they found aneurysms. First one in the aorta, second time 2 in the brain! I believe it wasn’t his time to leave this earth and God provided away to let him know. When I read what the doctor said about never finding her cancer it made me think God is not ready to take her. She may go through this horrible treatment, but I believe she is going to come out of this with miracles to share! I have shared her story with my family and we are all praying for your sweet girl!! Blessings to you and your family! ������

  12. Know that I will continue to pray for complete healing for Addi, very little discomfort and peace for her and her family as you walk through this trial. She is precious. Blessings to all.

  13. Alice

    I will continue to pray for Addi and her family. I have shared your post and have asked for others to pray for her. My son fought cancer for around 3 years, had a stem cell transplant (his own) and then refused anymore treatments. Once he did, when he went back for a check up, they could not find any cancer. The doctors couldn't understand what had happen but I did. God healed him for almost 5 years. In that remission, his daughter was born which we consider another miracle from God. Even though after a five year remission, once again cancer flared up in a different form. Even though it was his time to go "home," I truly believe God knows what he is doing and we have to have faith in him and trust him. I really feel he is taking care of Addi. I pray for her and your family everyday. The most important thing is to not give up hope and know God is in control. Prayers for strength and healing.

  14. Praying for complete healing for sweet Addi.������ Bless this family Lord.

  15. Oh LaLa I do not know you personally but I love you! I send you every ounce of strength and perseverance that I can. GOD BLESS YOU! you are doing the work of the Lord and you will be BLESSED for it. I pray for your family every day without fail and I know, without a doubt, that Addi can beat this with the help of her family. With all the love in my heart ….

  16. I am so glad you made this. I agree with someone else who said…"how do you come to love someone so much that you dont know and probably never will?" Addie is a precious gift from God and I am praying for her and your entire family. God Bless!

  17. I have been following about Addi since the beginning and she and you all are in my prayers. I know the Lord is mighty and I pray for His will for this precious child.

  18. My prayers continue for Addie and your family. I had my momma to put her on the prayer chain at church.

  19. You have had my prayers from the first time I saw your posts, never knew the whole story until now but I have been updating my timeline with your wonderful pictures and posts for my prayer warrior friends. We do know you through the Holy Spirt. God bless you all every day in every way as you go through this journey with Addi. Thank you do much for sharing.

  20. Praying every day for sweet Addi. I have been following her story since the very beginning. I have also shared her story with others and asked them to lift her and her family up in prayers. God bless Addi and you. ❤❤��

  21. I have been following Addi's Journey since shortly after it started. I sit here in tears right now after reading this first blog post knowing that God got Addi where she needed to be. I have faith that He will heal this beautiful soul. As the wristband I wear to keep Addi in my thoughts says, "Cancer picked the wrong princess!"

  22. Prayers from Texas. I have been following your Facebook posts and looking at every picture you post. I get so happy when I see that she had a good day. I think and pray for her and all of you frequently throughout my day.
    I really appreciate you creating this blog page and sharing how the cancer was found. I found myself tearing up reading it. I admire your strength and faith.
    Always in my prayers!!!
    Carli from Texas.

  23. Saw and prayed for Addie since the first facebook intro. I started clicking the sad emoji but after several times I clicked the LOVE because that is what I felt. Thank you for this blog information and be assured WE will pray for Addie continually.

  24. I have been following Addie's journey on FB and pray for her daily. We never understand why a situation works out as it does but a blessing with Addie. Her strength is amazing.

  25. For this child I have prayed 1 Samuel 27-28.

    3 years ago our adult daughter was diagnosed with a rare incurable auto-immune disease. It is vicious, relentless and determined to take her from our lives. The treatment is chemo by IV when the disease is flaring and weekly chemo injections in the stomach when it is relatively under control. We know the struggles with pain, sickness, mouth sores and all that comes with treatment. I pray for minimal side effects for Addi when she has her treatments. When our daughter was first diagnosed, I read the book of Job and I swore I would not lose faith and blame God no matter the outcome. This has not always been easy, but, like you, we had miracle after miracle happen, rare pain unrelated to the disease that took us to emergency and got the wheels in motion, early diagnosis, treatment and being at the right place at right time. Her disease is so rare that is seldom diagnosed until it is too late and the person is beyond treatment. So I know God's hand and grace was upon us. She fights every day so she can raise her children and considers every day a blessing. Sometimes miracles come in such a subtle way you do not even know you are getting one. Your Addi is an amazing child and God has a plan for her, we will keep praying and will rejoice when she receives that big Miracle of complete healing.

  26. I love you Addi Girl!! Thank you LaLa for this blog as I am fasting from social media and have been asking my daughter to check .I think of you all so often and pray that God would do signs, miracles and wonders in Addi's life .

  27. Just found your blog today- I am a NB mom of a warrior. We ended treatment in June 2018 and he's been doing great ever since!
    Good luck to this sweet girl.

  28. I'm praying day & night for Addi. My 8 year old little girl is praying hard, too. I think Jesus especially listens to children. We are sending so much love and so many prayers.

  29. lots of prayers in Washington State her for this precious baby! I am sharing posts on FB and my friends all over the country are praying for Addi! Keep believing! Several years ago, a family friend's little boy was healed from from neuroblastoma! Healing is for Addi also!!

  30. Praying for Sweet Addi since the first picture you posted Lala! It was awesome to read your blog and find out about your family, how lucky Addi is to have such a large and caring Family. Please continue posting about Addi's journey. we will all continue to pray for your sweet baby and your wonderful Family, Hope that you get some answers to your prayers soon and Addi will start feeling better. With Love from Roseville, Michigan, Praying for Sweet Addi <3

  31. Prayers for sweet Addi and her family. Never give up faith or hope for our God works in mysterious ways and is our Healer. My Prayers are with that precious little Additional and her family.

  32. I am at a loss for words… I have been following Addis Journey on Facebook… It amazes me how this little Princess has became a huge part of my life… i have so much Love for her… i look forward to checking up on her throughout my day and night… I pray each day, and HOPE sometime soon Addi is healed by our Lord…. stay strong Addie… you got this battle our little warrior…. THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TO ADDI….

  33. Dear God, I awake this morning with this child and her family in my heart. I ask for your healing,,,completely. You fought our battles hanging on a cross and victory was won! For this,,,,I believe. Addi, we love you, rest in the healing arms of Jesus and his work will be glorified. God, hold this family close with the comfort and peace only you can give. We ask in the precious name of our LORD JESUS CHRIST. AMEN

  34. I have been following this beautiful little girl. Im a critical care nurse and have seen God perform miracles when the doctors have no hope. It can be difficult to keep strong faith, but you have soooo many people praying and believing with you. What Addi is going through, GOD WILL GET THE GLORY FROM IT! I believe wholeheartedly that she will be healed. I am praying for her everyday when I wake up and before I sleep. God loves her so much and by Jesus' stripes, according to His word, she is healed!!

  35. God Bless Addi, Please Lord give her the strength to fight this and bring peace to her family. We love you Addi. xoxoxox

  36. This is a awful nighmare no parent wants to hear or see their child go thru. Addi is in my prayers and all of the family.

  37. I've been following Addi's journey for about a month now and just read this. Now I Know she will be healed! God hears all of our prayers! He wouldn't have sent ya'll to the hospital when he did. She is meant to survive this <3 We love you Addi!! Stay Strong sweet baby <3

  38. I stand strong in the Word of God with you faithful people for COMPLETE healing. TO GOD BE THE GLORY!! My heart breaks for her as I have a 2 yr old little girl as well and Addi was diagnosed on my 7 yr olds birthday. On Sunday I fasted and prayed for her and will do it again. Some things, like the bible says, require not just praying but fasting too. I will continue to pray for her and stand in agreement with your family and believe that her healing has already been received. God is GREAT! I will praise Him in these storms. I cover Addi with the blood of Jesus and draw a bloodline of Jesus around her hospital room, her bed, the machines, her body and her organs. I am so grateful for this blog as I am not on Facebook, my mother n law found your post through a friend and now I cry tears for Addi everyday….some days happy tears and some days sad tears. Today I cried tears of Joy because I see what God is doing. He is a God of miracles and of healing. God bless you all.

  39. Praying for Addi and your family everyday. I have a little 3 1/2 year old great grandson and an 18 month old great granddaughter, both of whom have Cystic Fibrosis. In my talk with my Lord everyday when I call Miles and Marley's names, I also call Addi's. She is such a beautiful little girl. As humans, it is hard for us to understand why little children have to suffer but God sees the bigger picture. We just have to trust Him. Praying that it be His will to heal Addi, Miles and Marley.

  40. Thank you for this blog. I just now ran across this beautiful baby on facebook this evening. I am a cancer survivor, going through chemo for the next 3 years, and a two time stem cell transplant survivor. I was diagnosed with a rare blood disorder. I am healed by the Grace of God. My son survived Hodgkins Lymphona and is going on 6 years cancer free, praise God! I will keep Addi in my daily prayers. I plead the blood of Almighty Jesus over her and stand in agreement with everyone praying for your sweet baby girl. His Grace is sufficient.

  41. I have found the enclosed healing prayer the most powerful prayer that I have ever prayed. It helps all in some way that prays it sincerely and believes. I pray it daily for all-May God continue to bless us all daily:

    Dr Gordon Rafool, MD.
    HEALING PRAYER by Fr. Larry J. Hess

    HEAVENLY FATHER I call on you now in a special way. It is through your power that I was created. Every breath I take / every morning I wake / and every moment of every hour / I live under your power. Father I ask you now to touch me with that same power. For if you created me from nothing / you can certainly recreate me. Fill me with the healing power of your spirit. Cast out anything that should not be in me. Mend what is broken. Root out any unproductive cells. Open any blocked arteries or veins and rebuild any damaged areas. Remove all inflammation and cleanse any infection.

    Let the warmth of you healing love pass through my body to make new any unhealthy areas so that my body will function the way you created it to function.

    And Father / restore me to full health in mind and body so that I may serve you the rest of my life.

    I ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.

  42. I pray that your sweet Addi will be free of cancer very soon and that God will hear all of our prayers on her behalf and restore her to full health and that happy and beautiful little girl that is still there but just can't come out quite yet. Love and Prayers to your entire family.

  43. Dont ever give up i know what your going through this cancer is a sick thing .i lost alot of my family members to this and we didnt give up.and we are fighting with it again but we know god can heal and we believe prayers help alot so you keep on what your doing and dont give up.praying for all of you. God bless you for sharing.

  44. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. As hard as it is you have to stay positive. Always look for the good in a bad situation. Cancer is an ugly beast, you will have alot of ups and downs. You have to continue to believe in Hope and have Faith, because you are #Strongerthanyouthink 💕

  45. SO SORRY THIS IS HAPPENING TO YOU ALL, STAY POSITIVE, PRAYERS ARE BEING SENT YOUR WAY EVERY DAY FOR YOUR BABY AND FAMILY.

  46. Had just seen your blog today. I lost my daughter to Leukemia at the age of 10, ten years ago. I know the horrors of cancer but I still believe in miracles. That same God who took my daughter to be with the Angels will still work a miracle in Addi's life. Praying for you all the way from Zimbabwe.

  47. My heart breaks for Addi that she is in such pain….My heart goes out to you too LaLa as I know how exhausted you must be. I stayed with my daughter for over a year in the hospital….we do what our hearts have us do….we love our loved ones above all else. Will continue to pray that Addi will get complete healing and be the smiling happy little girl that God made…Give her a soft hug from all of us who love her and believe in her healing….

  48. I pray that God heals this precious little girl…I just pray that his will be done in her little life and her healing…also I pray for comfort courage and a piece of mind for your family throughout this ordeal…In Jesus Christ's name I pray..Amen

  49. My heart hurts for your sweet Addi that she is going through this, we always wonder why anyone much less a precious child has to endure pain such as this, but only the good Lord knows and has a plan for her life. I pray that God's will be that she is healed! You all are an inspiration to your faith! I Will keep on sending prayers up to the great physician!!! May GOD bless !!!

  50. You are such a wonderful family <3 I send positive thoughts and prayers to you as well as Addi, each day! As a mother, I often wonder where Addi's mother is in all this?

  51. I have been following Addi's journey for some time now. She has touched the hearts of so many. I know God is working out his perfect plan for her. My fourteen year old granddaughter had stage IV glioblastoma so I totally understand the anguish and heartbreak you are experiencing. She was a St. Jude patient for eighteen months before God took her home. I relate to each of your posts about Addi as the roller coaster takes a real toll on everyone involved. It is good for you to have rest also to refuel yourself for the care Addi needs. I will keep praying for your precious Addi and know God is giving you the strength you need to take care of her. 🙏🙏🙏

  52. Have been praying for Addi since beginning and going to countiue praying for her and family that God countiues to give Addi and y'all healing and strength everyday

  53. Life is so full of a multiplicity of varied tragedies brought upon the human race since the fall of man, yet in spite of that humanity has been witness to many, many, many, many, miracles.
    Because the name of JESUS is ABOVE all names and everything it seems has a name. If its arrival on the scene is unannounced then we will give it a name. Also every living thing has life so what ever affliction we are dealt with has life, though of a destructive purpose.
    Therefore, along with every medical aid and every prayer provided, could I encourage you to speak into Maddi's body Wholeness, Health, Recuperation and Recovery and speak to the illness as an invader which has no right in the life of this innocent child.
    Exercise the AUTHORITY that GOD has given you for example
    Romans 8:11 But if Christ is in you, your body is dead because of sin, yet your spirit is alive because of righteousness. And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit, who lives in you And of course many, many more.
    CHRIST IS LIFE
    Roy

  54. I just started with Addi's journey on Facebook and what an amazing little one filled with such beauty and strength. I'm just curious as to where her Mom and Dad are through all of this? God Speed ahead Addi <3

  55. I have followed Addi since her journey has started and I pray each and every day for Addi and her family, such a fighter, I will continue to pray for Addi and family, please keep us posted on her progress…

  56. It is moments like these that make's you want to scream WHY? I believe in God and know that we are not to question but we are human and to see this beautiful baby have to go through this as a parent is almost unbearable. I also know without even knowing you that you are a strong person. Your burden is heavy but God knew that you could handle it. I pray for your beautiful baby that through prayers and God's amazing grace that she will be healed. I also pray for strength for you and the family. It is exhausting but rewarding on good day's. Never lose hope because he is in control and as always GOD IS GOOD.

  57. God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. 2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, 3 though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. Psalms 46: 1-3

  58. She's such a little doll. I pray healing over this child. She is one of God's angels here on earth. I have health issues and claim Jeremiah 30:17, as well, for my healing. My illness is nothing to compare with what precious Addi is fighting. God has a purpose for this child. I feel it when I see her and and all the people who drawn to pray for her. God, we all continue to give praise for what you have done in Addi's life. You are a Miracle working God. I believe, I have faith that Addi is going to be well in Jesus Name, Amen.

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